Keep Going...

Not very happy with my job these recent weeks... there were some issues with one of the team members, and also work kept evolving but we were not equipped with the right resources or tools to do it. As a result, workload increases, inefficiencies and frustration arise. No one wants to do shit work, especially after-work shift (a portion of our work involves that).

But what keeps me going, is the faith to be the best that I can be. I know my weaknesses, there are some skill sets which I need breakthroughs. I used to take my work so seriously that if something went wrong, I would be panicked or so stressed. But I'm learning to take it easy now. I still take pride in doing a good job, but I do not feel condemned if things do not go the way it should. I think I've learnt to set my priorites right. It's not worth sacrificing my health or joy or peace for that. These things mean more to me, than work. And the interesting thing is, when I stay cool in those situations, I get to think clearer and become more effective in resolving issues.. :) I'm not altogether there, but when I think of how I handled the same situation one year ago vs now, I'm glad that I've improved :) And hope to do much better... thank God for his grace :)